Its amazing how fast life passes by.
About five and a half years back, I started writing on this blog. That was during my teenage days. The childhood rants, the teenage bickering, the gullible decisions, embarrassing moments and the nonsensical behavior were all written down. Now I read through some of the rants from those days and had to slap myself several times on the face thinking how senseless and naive I was.
Surprisingly while I shared most of my musings through my teen phase, I rarely remember the existence of this blog now. I’ve thought of erasing the older posts several times thinking that I should move on with my life. Start fresh and all that crap they talk about in the movies, but every time I ask myself why? Why should I erase it just for the sake of forgetting the bad memories. If I erase some bad history hosted on a website online, it doesn’t erase the fact that it happened. It doesn’t mean I can move on with my life. It doesn’t mean that it’s the only way to start a new chapter.
So yes, I’ll keep the blog. Who knows. Maybe in the distant future, my kids will grow up and read the shitty stuff their mom did, maybe then I’d consider putting up a password or something. Those five years not only brought bad memories, but moments that should be reminisced. Things, even if it embarrassed me, I learnt lessons from; it’s the story of my life no matter how fucked up or shitty it was.
I try to tell myself to keep writing, but days go by with busy schedules or just being dead old lazy to bring myself to post any crazy shit or any shit for that matter. So I’ve made a promise to myself not to make any promises that I can’t keep. So here’s something, after about three months once again.
Until the next time I fight with the lazy guy inside me to update here.