I’ve even googled about this, but so far, I don’t think this problem has been often recognized, thus my assumption that Facebook’s new timeline has trouble on the first day of the month. Maybe due to the Time Difference with US? Or there’s a bug? Meh.

Update: When I type it manually, I can see the posts. But still the timeline bar hasn’t been updated.  http://www.facebook.com/iecco/timeline/2011/11 (for those of you with timeline)

Why can’t there be Pool Memberships? Or a Gym with a Pool? There aren’t any to my knowledge near by where I live in Malaysia. Ofcourse its usual that each condo has its own Swimming Pool but mine doesn’t. And unlucky for me, I can’t afford to just pack up and move to another condo just like that. And its not easy to ask friends in nearby condos to go visit them just to go to the swimming pool? It’s a waste of their time too!

For those of you who reads my blog entries, in addition to many of my illnesses, I’ve also got a cracked up knee cap and a brittle backbone due to which not one but almost all the doctors I consulted within the past 3 years asked me to refrain from any physical activity, and specially treadmills, gyms, aerobics, etc. My only option was to go swimming.

Currently I’m not allowed to swim for the next 3 months with my lasik surgery, but after that, another year of getting fatter? Damn.  I’ve already stayed 2years with no physical activity. And I absolutely cannot diet with only veggies and starve myself from good food!

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I wish it could be something I could share with my friends and get their opinions, but it isn’t. It wasn’t something I did and I simply can’t talk about it. Not that I don’t trust my friends but stories like that has its own way of spreading like wildfire. I feel sick to my stomach and violated after hearing this, and I have no way of consoling myself with this disturbing news.

This is one of those times I wish I could go back and never have asked that question and known the truth.

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Something strange has been happening for the past 20days since I’ve been here in India. As I’m a very paranoid person, I’m always looking around for insects of any kind inside the bathroom. That is when I first noticed the bees on the windowsill of the bathroom. At first I was a bit hesitant but they weren’t moving much, so I just assumed myself that they were dead or something and didn’t look aftewards.

But few more days passed and the area has grown much bigger, I went for a closer look and saw that these were actually worker bees and they were building a hive! This is the first I saw a thing of the sort so I called mom and showed her. She took a big broom and brushed them off the windowsill outside telling me that more might come.

But the next day, again 2 bees were there, on the same exact spot. They started building the whole thing from scratch. This time I brushed them off. And voila, the next day, again the 2 bees were there, again on the exact same spot. I gave up. It has been around 5 days past that and another bee hive is being built really fast. I really don’t know what else to do, everytime I go into the bathroom I end up standing there watching the bees at work.

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Life is a series of risk taking no matter what race, gender, rich or poor, it comes with a set of options. Mostly you wouldn’t be able to predict the exact outcome thus driving into crossroads with various possibilities. In the end you have to decide in order for your life to move forward. And sometimes, you have to take risks, and you obviously have expectations even while taking risks. But they might not turn out to be something you did not anticipate.

Its been over 21 years and repeatedly I remind myself of having expectations that could lead to disappointments while taking risks. But it’s human nature. You would always expect something. And that is why the misery in my heart right now couldn’t solace my optimism even though I knew this risk could not show its best results.

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